A crushed heart still beats
By : tjangel
Rating: R for now will post when it gets to M
Disclaimer” this is story is strictly fictional in no way it is to be taken Serious . I do not own any of these men . I only own the name the use of my brothers names ( Ray and Jimmy ) and the use of mine. there is no money being made from this... this is to cover everyones asses including my own.
Note; this was written before the death of Bin Laden ( however you spell that cursing name )
Teresa’s pov
Here I was in North Carolina alone!
I came here to meet my real family only to learn I had 2 brothers that was still living . my parents was killed a month before in a head on collision .. my brothers was Marines overseas.
Jimmy and Ray was both worried about me being alone all the time so they introduce me to the Hardy family before they left boy I was having fun now!!
Jeff and Matt was huge flirts that could make a normal girl smile but I was not worth remembering so I was told so many times!
Thru the brothers I met Shannon , he was cute but standoffish but I understand he was going thru another divorce . he was in pain he found his wife in bed with another and from the sounds of it . it was going to a messy one.
I envy Julie! From the looks of things Shannon treated her like gold .. the way I treated Chase while I was treated like shit.
I did everything in my power to make him happy even made myself doing it.
I got a job at the bowling alley it was not a good job but it put a little money in my pocket since my brothers paid the bills ….the guys came in all the time and hung out with me
They told me they were keeping me company but I think it was that they were bored out of their asses!
Matt walked in looking for me as I walked out of the bar where I was putting up all of the stuff I just received . my back was killing me I lifted something that was way to heavy and now I was hurting! But I would not tell anyone I learned from that mistake!
I looked at him “ need something ?”
Matt leaned over the counter” need a lane and a size 10 .. Jeff ,Beth and Shannon are on their way”
I rung him up for the shoes and turned on the lane.
As I bent down I gasp not realizing they were there and heard me . I tried wipe the tears before I raised up but I guess I did not get all of them. Jeff stopped “ what did you do?” watching me .
I shook my head” nothing just misjudged something I am fine”
Everyone left the front counter so I told Sandy to call me when someone came in and I went in the bar trying to lift the case of crown royal on the bar.
Sandy walked in “Teresa why don’t you ask one of those fine men to lift that !? you are too stubborn for your own good!”
I looked back at her” I am o.k.!”
She left , mumbling something I did not pay her any of attention .
Just as I lifted the box again I felt someone behind me I turned and yelled” I am fine !”
Shannon looked at me “ no you are not! Sandy told on you give me that ! and stop being superwoman where does this goes?”
I motion for the bar I could put the contents up later.
Sandy came thru the door” Teresa you have a very important call at the front counter “
I looked at her” be there in a moment let me lock up”
I picked up the phone as I got to my counter” Strike and Spare this is Teresa speaking?”
I heard my brother yelling “ sissy ! Ray is gone ! his van was in front of mine and it just blew up!!”
He was crying over the last 6 months we all had gotten very close.
My boss came in and saw the tears I was trying to hide.
He counted my drawer down , he knew it was bad anytime I got a overseas call I got them. Sandy looked at me and whispered” which one?”
I mouthed Ray
My manager Rick motion for me to go.
I could not face my friends so I snuck out back … this day was shitting anyways first the voicemail from Chase now this … I could not deal with anyone .
Sandy must have told because there was 3 cars in my driveway .
I kept remembering Beth telling me that Shannon liked me but I did not believe her I just couldn’t who would like me ?
Matt opened my door, seeing me “ I know saying sorry is not going to bring him back but I am here if you need me “ trying to hug me but I did not want that I was hurting to much.
I was not use to it . I got out of my truck and walked into my house.
I sat down on my couch , I was so numb .. trying to keep the tears in ..everyone told me they had to leave but they promise they would be right back.
I must had moved but I did not remember… getting the items in front of me . I heard everyone swear .. Beth saw the gallon of Jack and the bottle of pills she replied” those pills better be for your damn back! And you will not be taking them with that ! Ray would not have wanted this ! now we brought Dinner.”
I mumbled” not hungry “ still staring at the far wall. Where the pictures were .
Beth walked up” tough shit . you are going to eat . it would kill Jimmy to loose you too:
She wiped the tears that spilt down my face she smiled” I will be there even help you make the arrangements just ask”
I looked over at her “ it would make it to real “ trying not to cry.